Weight/Diet update

Ironically when I'm at college/uni I eat way healthier than I do at home (I live with my uncle, his wife and 4 kids). Maybe it's because I'm too frugal to spend my money on mindless snacking sprees at college. At home, snacks overflow the pantry and it's incredibly tempting when everything is just so damn delicious and I have nothing else to do.

So.... back to updating you guys on my weight. At college, during the last few weeks (about 4), I was able lose the pounds and drop from 140 to 133lb. This is without regular exercise (hardly any) and just by eating less and resisting the scrumptious ice cream and dessert area of the cafeteria.
Believe me when I say that it took an incredibly long time (almost a whole semester to be exact) for me not to feel obliged to eat everything in sight just because it's part of what I paid for.

Currently, I weigh 138 pounds..... I feel ashamed, in the space of one week and 4 days, I've put on 5 pounds and it sucks. I've really let myself down in terms of what I eat. I'm working on it. Thank God they actually buy fruit now so when I feel the urge to snack I'll reach for a bag of grapes rather than a pack of oreos.

Nevertheless, I'm proud to say that I've been working out every other day. I run for about 30/40mins, do squat and ab exercises and it feels great. I've really been pushing myself in that aspect, but I really need to pull up my socks with my diet if I want to see any major results.

My goal for this summer is to lose 15pounds. I don't think its too far fetched, I'll have until August to reach my target weight so I'll look like a brand new person when school starts again. I'd be really content to lose even just 10 pounds for the long term. I basically don't want to weigh more than 128pounds again.
My thighs seriously kill my self-esteem.

Lookbook Thinspo!! :)

my dream legs!

to have legs look amazing in skinnies!!

so tiny... she's beautiful

the size of her thighs are perfect.....

to look amazing in shorts!

to have amazing arms!

amazing legs!!

to have arms like this!



perfect legs!

oh my...

It's been a while...

Yea the title is quite an understatement. A lot has happened in the past few months, and I mean A LOT.... anyway there's no need to be depressed, I can simply choose to move on :)

Now some motivational thinspo... Enjoy :)

my dream body :O

to look THAT hot in shorts would be amazing!

to have that gap while crossing your legs.... !!

AMEN to that!!

yea erm that would be a problem.... theres too much food at home...

hmmmmm *nods in agreement*

one day i will do this and not have gross amount of fat hanging loosely! :D

such a HOT body!

*makes a mental note*

cos seriously, i cant take the "you've added weight" remarks and jokes anymore - from friends and family, even random people

And on that note, you have reached the end of this post and I hope you guys continue to be strong :) xx

Good day!

So today was a good day... obviously as you can tell. I worked out at the gym today on the leg exercise machine thing (I think it's called an elliptical?) after which I felt EPIC! I actually felt light and I was surprised I even lasted the full 30mins with no stopping. I'm proud of myself, it's quite an achievement for me :) The fact I was doing that murderous hill training aswell just puts the icing on the cake :)

Weigh-in is tomorrow... I wonder how I'll do. Even if I don't lose at the moment it's ok because at least I'm actually managing my binging habits really well these days. (I really want to lose though!!)

From tomorrow on I'm on a liquid diet- I'm not shoving anything solid down my throat -.-

Stats:
666 calories (Food)
315 calories burned (Exercise) over 30mins
Net: 351 calories

Today's thinspo is dedicated to shoulders, neck and back :) I find slender necks especially alluring and sexy

AWESOME!!! ^^

I haven't lost control by the way I just like the picture; her back is awesome