It's been a while...

Yea the title is quite an understatement. A lot has happened in the past few months, and I mean A LOT.... anyway there's no need to be depressed, I can simply choose to move on :)

Now some motivational thinspo... Enjoy :)

my dream body :O

to look THAT hot in shorts would be amazing!

to have that gap while crossing your legs.... !!

AMEN to that!!

yea erm that would be a problem.... theres too much food at home...

hmmmmm *nods in agreement*

one day i will do this and not have gross amount of fat hanging loosely! :D

such a HOT body!

*makes a mental note*

cos seriously, i cant take the "you've added weight" remarks and jokes anymore - from friends and family, even random people

And on that note, you have reached the end of this post and I hope you guys continue to be strong :) xx

It was going soo good...

So as you can tell by the post title; I have failed. Again. But guess what guys I'm not beating myself up about it because it's the holidays now and I'm totally taking the opportunity over the next few days to fast and do some vigorous exercise as my parents are still working this week. So I should be able to fast until Thursday morning :) I'm actually excited about not eating, the feeling of emptiness and turning a cold shoulder on hunger; It gets me on a high that is impossible to explain unless you are able to read my mind and feel what I feel.

Anyway, enough of that! Starting from now I am NOT eating. I shall drink plenty of water and take vitamin supplements as well as fibre tablets that have laxative effects (yay, finally found them in the medicine cupboard). I shall wake up at 8AM and go rolllerblading (rollerskating) in the morning for an hour (although it's gonna be FREEZING COLD) and again in the afternoon at 2 or 3PM depending on if it seems its gonna start getting dark outside soon. So yea that's my plan, and if I feel excrucitating hunger pangs I shall ONLY have 1 packet of Tomato and Basil soup in a cup which is only 55calories!!! I must remember, I must remember...... When I feel like going to the kitchen I must remind myself that it is not worth it and that it's best to just stay in my bedroom and do a mountain-high pile of homework, coursework and revision for my freaking exams in January.

Ok, so those who have read my previous posts probably know that I absolutely LOVE trampolining and I have owned and used Rollerblades since the age of 9. So yeah, I want to know two sports that you guys absolutely LOVE!

Some thinspo for you lovlies out there that actually read my blog :) 

I love Taylor Momsen! :)

Guys, guys, guys!! I'm sooo glad to have found rollerbading thinspo :)

Have a lovely day and week guys :)

So....

So... I'm still sick, which I really didn't think would last up till now. So I've fully regained my appetite, mostly because my mum has been making me eat and I don't really have flu-ey symptoms anymore.... It's my throat now; it kills.

 Anyway I'm still gonna go trampolining tomorrow after school because there's no way I'm missing anymore. I missed my 2 hour session for the past two thursdays and I feel like I'm slacking. Hasn't really been my fault though as for the first time I missed it, my mum and I went shopping for her birthday and the second time I was ill, so yea.... I bet my teacher is going to be mad pissed now -_-

Listening to Coldplay at the moment..... Random I know ha ha :)

I love their song called Paradise, gave me goosebumps when I first listened to it :)

Anyways I'm gonna fast tomorrow because I absolutely had no control over what I ate this weekend, my mum. That's all I need to say.

Some couple thinspo :)

Well that's it for now :)