Good day!

So today was a good day... obviously as you can tell. I worked out at the gym today on the leg exercise machine thing (I think it's called an elliptical?) after which I felt EPIC! I actually felt light and I was surprised I even lasted the full 30mins with no stopping. I'm proud of myself, it's quite an achievement for me :) The fact I was doing that murderous hill training aswell just puts the icing on the cake :)

Weigh-in is tomorrow... I wonder how I'll do. Even if I don't lose at the moment it's ok because at least I'm actually managing my binging habits really well these days. (I really want to lose though!!)

From tomorrow on I'm on a liquid diet- I'm not shoving anything solid down my throat -.-

Stats:
666 calories (Food)
315 calories burned (Exercise) over 30mins
Net: 351 calories

Today's thinspo is dedicated to shoulders, neck and back :) I find slender necks especially alluring and sexy

AWESOME!!! ^^

I haven't lost control by the way I just like the picture; her back is awesome

Lookbook thinspo: Ebba Zingmark

I chose Ebba for my first ever Lookbook dedicated thinspo post. I will make weekly thinspo dedications every week and my usual blog posts :)

What I like about her: her quirky style and dress sense, her hair, her DAMN skinny legs, her beauty :)

Add me on twitter :) https://twitter.com/#!/MindYourOwn_Biz

Thanks for all the support guys. Feel free to ask questions and comment! :)

I'm gonna look this tiny in jackets one day! :)

I could go on forever..... Just check out her lookbook yourself >> http://lookbook.nu/user/looks/131901-Ebba-Z

Actively making progress....

Hey guys! So, for the past few days I've been very good at controlling myself :) I've only eaten once yesterday and today and before that I've been very cautious and haven't binged. I think I'm starting to realise that change all happens once you start thinking differently. I mean, now I actually listen to my brain when it says that I'm nearly full. It's quite weird and you might not understand but bear with me. It's almost as if I mentally process everything on my plate and food in my surroundings before it even goes into my mouth. It's good in a sense that I know that I will only eat what's on my plate and I won't burden myself with more food from the surroundings. I sort of just think that I'm physically incapable of downing anymore food than what's on my plate. For example, like today at Breakfast with the family, after finishing my plate of food (2 baguette slices + toppings), I stared at the croissant for a bit. My mum looked at me and said "Eat it", and I just looked at it some more and concluded that "no" I couldn't physically put in my mouth. For the first time in ages, I've been almost full, realised it and actually stopped eating!!! That's quite an achievement for me because although I know I'm full, I carry on eating- It was baaaad. 

I've challenged myself to get to 125 by February 8th. Haven't weighed myself, only going to on Wednesday's because the 8th will be a Wednesday. Wish me luck guys :)
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Some Lookbook thinspo for you guys (fashion+thinspo all in one) :) Check it out >> http://lookbook.nu/