Actively making progress....

Hey guys! So, for the past few days I've been very good at controlling myself :) I've only eaten once yesterday and today and before that I've been very cautious and haven't binged. I think I'm starting to realise that change all happens once you start thinking differently. I mean, now I actually listen to my brain when it says that I'm nearly full. It's quite weird and you might not understand but bear with me. It's almost as if I mentally process everything on my plate and food in my surroundings before it even goes into my mouth. It's good in a sense that I know that I will only eat what's on my plate and I won't burden myself with more food from the surroundings. I sort of just think that I'm physically incapable of downing anymore food than what's on my plate. For example, like today at Breakfast with the family, after finishing my plate of food (2 baguette slices + toppings), I stared at the croissant for a bit. My mum looked at me and said "Eat it", and I just looked at it some more and concluded that "no" I couldn't physically put in my mouth. For the first time in ages, I've been almost full, realised it and actually stopped eating!!! That's quite an achievement for me because although I know I'm full, I carry on eating- It was baaaad. 

I've challenged myself to get to 125 by February 8th. Haven't weighed myself, only going to on Wednesday's because the 8th will be a Wednesday. Wish me luck guys :)
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Some Lookbook thinspo for you guys (fashion+thinspo all in one) :) Check it out >> http://lookbook.nu/

Tights!!!!

A whole post dedicated to tights and leggings thinspiration, because I love it :) Enjoy.

And on that note I shall end this thinspo with my dream legs up there ^^^ (last picture)

*dreams*

A new Day, a new beginning

For Monday 25th July 2011

So first of all, I must say I'm very annoyed as I'm writing this, I already wrote a post for today and it didn't save and I navigated away from the page so the damn thing is lost. Now I have to write EVERYTHING again...... grrrrr

Anyway, enough of my little rant up there...

Hello Fellow Bloggers! This is actually my first time posting something on here, I joined this website just a couple of days ago, mainly to find people like me who are trying to downsize to be skinny/thin. So just to let you know, if you don't agree with this sort of thing, simply leave this blog, thanks :) I'm only out here for support.

Stats

So before anything, initially today I was 132 pounds (this has been my highest ever by the way. Some people think it's not that bad, but trust me, my sort of body shape doesn't flatter that figure at all. Everything seems to go to the thighs, bum and arms omg -_-)

Anyway, so I took a dump and then I was 131pounds.

After some (thank God!) running I was 129pounds. (This really made me realise that with exercise IT IS possible to loose weight)

CW: 129pounds (9st.3)

GW for end of august: 117pounds (8st.5)

UGW: 98pounds (7st)

Food Diary

Breakfast: Bran flakes, nut and clusters cereal with semi-skimmed milk

Lunch: 1 slice of wholemeal bread with butter (yes i know, tut tut), salami and cheese

Dinner: Jealouf Rice (I'm african by the way, so that's red fried rice basically, it's spicy too)

Snacks: 1 stick thingy of cookies and cream ice cream and 3 slices of almond cake... (I was really naughty today and just binged really)

So in my 1st ever thinspo I'm currently focusing on gaps between thighs/legs

The tights look great on her!!!

Imagine your thighs being this thin!!!

Remember this is achievable guys!! Just make that extra little sacrifice and put in a bit more work, you'll fit into anything you want with a body like this. Come on, you can do it!