Speak German, no?

Ist irgend jemand Deutsch hier, oder kann Deutsch sprechen? Ich will nur so ein gennantes "Buddy" haben mit dem Ich meine Muttersprache wieder erholen und ueben kann. Ich wohne grade in London, schon seit 6 Jahre eigentlich. In Deutschland wohnte Ich in Berlin :) Und ja, warum Ich frage? Weil ich mich fuehle als ob ich kanne Muttersprache mehr hab, weil ich kann sowieso nicht meine Mutters Muttersprache verstehen oder sprechen (Irgeneine nigerianische sprache).

Ja, so.... Das ist alles....

:)

So sorry! Oh and happy New Year :)

I haven't posted in weeks and I'm sorry guys. Been mega busy! Exams start next week Tuesday, hope everything goes well :) Got coursework due on Friday which I MUST start now.... after this post. Hope you guys had a good holiday and this year I didn't make any resolutions (surprisingly). I'm gonna stick with being realistic.

POSITIVES

Thank God I didn't gain 1 pound during the festive period!!! It's quite surprising because I ate a lot of CRAP including tons of sweets, crips, chocolate ect. Everything bad basically. And there are STILL some leftovers at home. Anyway, I started doing daily workouts again and hopefully I will last longer than 3 weeks this time. Maybe I should have breaks at times so I don't get bored? 

I'm regularly going to the gym, only once a week though but it's still something! I go on Tuesdays during lunchtime at my college (6th form) because it's a Girls-Only session., I could go to the Thursday one too but I already go for the Christian Union thing during lunchtimes so thats not possible.

NEGATIVES

Im stuffing my face like CRAZYYY!!!! Too many holiday leftovers at home :(

PLAN

stop eating after 6PM!!!

to stop craves I WILL drink a long cup of water, IMMEDIATELY, if I can't hold it, eat an apple and reward myself with a tiny snack like a chocolate covered rice cracker (only 40 calories!) if I still feel hungry. 

There's no point treating myself badly by trying to fast when there's so much CRAP around the house

Keep drinking herbal teas! It's really helping me poo (excuse my language) normally and not be bloated all the time :)

Time for thinspo!!!!

She's so beautiful :)

Dream legs up there ^^^ :O

Holy shizzle!!! I wanna be able to wear thights like that and  NOT have fat spilling over!! :D

Ok, that's it for now lovelies :)

It was going soo good...

So as you can tell by the post title; I have failed. Again. But guess what guys I'm not beating myself up about it because it's the holidays now and I'm totally taking the opportunity over the next few days to fast and do some vigorous exercise as my parents are still working this week. So I should be able to fast until Thursday morning :) I'm actually excited about not eating, the feeling of emptiness and turning a cold shoulder on hunger; It gets me on a high that is impossible to explain unless you are able to read my mind and feel what I feel.

Anyway, enough of that! Starting from now I am NOT eating. I shall drink plenty of water and take vitamin supplements as well as fibre tablets that have laxative effects (yay, finally found them in the medicine cupboard). I shall wake up at 8AM and go rolllerblading (rollerskating) in the morning for an hour (although it's gonna be FREEZING COLD) and again in the afternoon at 2 or 3PM depending on if it seems its gonna start getting dark outside soon. So yea that's my plan, and if I feel excrucitating hunger pangs I shall ONLY have 1 packet of Tomato and Basil soup in a cup which is only 55calories!!! I must remember, I must remember...... When I feel like going to the kitchen I must remind myself that it is not worth it and that it's best to just stay in my bedroom and do a mountain-high pile of homework, coursework and revision for my freaking exams in January.

Ok, so those who have read my previous posts probably know that I absolutely LOVE trampolining and I have owned and used Rollerblades since the age of 9. So yeah, I want to know two sports that you guys absolutely LOVE!

Some thinspo for you lovlies out there that actually read my blog :) 

I love Taylor Momsen! :)

Guys, guys, guys!! I'm sooo glad to have found rollerbading thinspo :)

Have a lovely day and week guys :)