Lookbook Thinspo!! :)

my dream legs!

to have legs look amazing in skinnies!!

so tiny... she's beautiful

the size of her thighs are perfect.....

to look amazing in shorts!

to have amazing arms!

amazing legs!!

to have arms like this!



perfect legs!

oh my...

Praying...

I hope everything is alright with me....

Although I've completely forgotten about collecting my blood results from my Doctor since about 3 weeks now, they suddenly want to see me on Monday to discuss my results... Uh-oh.

It's silly for me to be so anxious right now but all I can think in my head right now is.... I don't want to die, I don't want to die, I haven't even lived my life yet -_- 

What I need to do right now is lock myself in my room and actually pray.

I'd like to just sleep the time away

So.... *deep breath*

My mum caught me and my boyfriend 'embracing' yesterday.... ermmm yeah. Not good.

This is exactly how i feel right now :(

So obviously I get dragged home and thank God she just hollered at me but still... I feel totally exposed now and she looks at me like I'm a slut. But I haven't even had sex before and she's going on about how she's too young to be a grandma... Oh gosh, always about her isn't it.

So a question to you all, is biting or pinching your skin till it bleeds and leaves a mark a form of self-harm? Because when I'm really stressed like I was yesterday, that's what I do. Hmm... o_O Plus, is it likely I'll suffer from self-harm? because my brother used to, he's got loads of scars...

It's been a while...

Yea the title is quite an understatement. A lot has happened in the past few months, and I mean A LOT.... anyway there's no need to be depressed, I can simply choose to move on :)

Now some motivational thinspo... Enjoy :)

my dream body :O

to look THAT hot in shorts would be amazing!

to have that gap while crossing your legs.... !!

AMEN to that!!

yea erm that would be a problem.... theres too much food at home...

hmmmmm *nods in agreement*

one day i will do this and not have gross amount of fat hanging loosely! :D

such a HOT body!

*makes a mental note*

cos seriously, i cant take the "you've added weight" remarks and jokes anymore - from friends and family, even random people

And on that note, you have reached the end of this post and I hope you guys continue to be strong :) xx