Fasting.... sort of

130lb guys! 2lb down!! Wohoooooooo! Yea that's about the only good news I got

So I started my fast yesterday and I was doing really well because I wasn't even hungry the whole day long. Usually I do get really hungry at school when I'm around friends but yesterday was practically perfect! Until I gave in when my mum started terrorising me with food.... I hate it when she does that! Treats me as if I'm a little kid, I'm 16!!!! Jeeez! And the thing with her is that you can never really get away with not eating unless she is upset or busy with something else of course, then she wouldn't bother you. But if she got all time in the world to observe you she will bombard you with interrogative questions you can't answer quick enough to answer to. It's quite frustrating, always shoving food down my throat :( So yea I messed up my fasting yesterday and ate dinner, and once I was finished with dinner.... oh you can guess. Oh yes the big D. I ate Dessert :( Twice to be precise, firstly some cookies and then I ate a slice of cake. I'm such a fat-ass. 

Once food enters my mouth I just can't seem to shut it anymore and just keeps eating and eating and eating and eating... grrrrrrrr! :@ And I was soooo looking forward to my stomach grumbling when I go to sleep and especially when I wake up! It would have kept me soooooo motivated. So yea I'm sorta starting again tomorrow. Sorta because I'm meeting up with my friends to go to a restaurant (Nandos) tomorrow. BUT I am soooo not eating anything before that and all im planning on ordering is a plate of chips. I'm not allowing myself some chicken. My thighs are too huge for that, I can't afford to eat more chicken ever since last week .... I literally had chicken maybe  ONCE OR TWICE a day EVERY DAMN DAY last week. SO..... I'm not allowed, I will NOT GIVE IN.

Damn you chickens for being so damn tasty :(

So some thigh thinspo for you guys because this is what I'm ultimately aiming for

I'm in love with this! Look at the freakin thigh gap!!!

So that was me in Summer this year, like around July I think

This is me today yes my skin looks weird, they're goosebumps i was freezing lol

and obviously those thighs when I sit down are just an illusion..... This is the real deal :|

Ok sorry for tormenting you... back to thinspo!!!

OMG..... awesome!!!

Amazing! My friend has jeans like these and a figure like this but she says she adores my thighs..... she must be hallucinating o.O


Those legs!!!! I want them !!! :D


IN LOVE!!!


Oh my, her gap is beautiful! Her feet are together aswell!! I also like her ankles, weird thing to say I know, but look at them!

Those thighs look sooo, sooo *sheds a tear*

The fashion girl from Lookbook :) Love her style AND her body! :D

*Dreaming* One day my pictures will be used as thinspo!!

Paulina.... my old friend from primary school. She doesn't know I stole her pic to put on here.... *sorry*

Paulina's sister that I'm also totally jealous of... Look at those legs!! And she's soo pretty too

So this is the last of my friends I wanna present, it's sooo unfair, i repeat, its soooo UNFAIR how her boobs just grew out of nowhere ( i mean I have quite big boobs too but if I slimmed down to her size they might just shrink along )and she still has stick legs and arms -_- One day, oh one day.... That will be me *sigh*

I'm no lesbo by the way (not that I don't like girls who are), I just love these girl's figures that's all

Anyway that's enough for now, stay strong ladies! Any questions feel free to ask and any tips, YES PLEASE!!! :D